Studying? Slacking? Playing? Snoozing...

/Monday, December 21, 2009 HandWritten on; 11:24 PM

Thinking about it...

Something so great
Yet only some will be able to achieve it fully
There is a saying that goes about
"Grab an oppurtunity with both hands tightly"
Yet this is an oppurtunity with a very low chance of getting
Unless you are equipped
With a list of calibres
Once one of the criterias are not in
Your chances slims down by a mile
Is that why the phrase,
"Life is unfair" exists?
Where everyone is born without the same amount of oppurtunities in life

Itself is already a double edged sword
Towards something so vulnerable
Called the "heart"
A person will be on top of the world feeling it
But,
can feel like judgement day has come when it happens otherwise

Some things are easier said than done
Just like letting go and walking away with a smile
Even if that is not the absolute truth

I do admit that I will never give up facing any obstacle in mind
Yet, when this becomes an obstacle,
All i could ever do is just give up and walk away
I never dared to face it or even step forward
As there are always someone out there going for it too
And that person will always seem to be better in my eyes
And that I dont stand a single chance

Sometimes, I feel fustrated towards myself
Why am I not doing what I preach?
Or is it just that I prefer to see others smile
I guess the latter is a more truthful answer

Everytime I fall, I pick myself up again
And realise there are many bruises that I did to myself
Painful yet I continue doing it
Why?
Its a question I have yet to find an answer to
I walk down the road of this chapter with both hands in my pockets
The night sky with the beautiful stars accompanying me
And the rain showering on me to hide my tears flowing
A man who cant even say "I love you"

/Saturday, December 19, 2009 HandWritten on; 1:01 AM

videos....videos...videos

Haha.
This few days I have been watching tons of videos
All are korean videos
ranging from...
Variety shows...
Talk shows...
Interviews
1 thing i learn for sure is that
Every successful man started off with a sad begining
Like the proverb
"No pain, No gain"

This first video is about Rain talking about his mom
Who was his inspiration to work very hard
and eventually became a world star

Next is about Kim Jong Kook
One of korean's best singers with a unique voice
His inspiration is also his mum

Then there are cool dances too

I know it seems like all my videos revolve around
Kim Jong Kook and Rain
But I think they are inspirational
Rain is even no 1 once on the Times 100 most influential people

/Tuesday, December 8, 2009 HandWritten on; 5:16 PM

Ages...

Wah. It really has been ages since i updated.
Haha.
Well, technically have been pretty busy with life
(mainly school, of course. Haha)
From,
schoolwork
PW
Korean Dramas
Change to a New handphone
Work
Shopping for stuffs
And the list goes on...

I really hope it goes on and on
At least life is not as boring as
sitting at home rotting
I rather gain valuable experiences and lessons
even if it means watching a drama
If you think drama is just meant to be watched,
I guess you are wrong.
Haha
I bet some of you might think it is insane
But there are learning lessons from it
Of course, I dont take out a notepad and start jotting down stuffs
haha.

This year is coming to an end.
It has been a fruitful one
Full of stuffs
From the mind to the heart
Haish.
Some things I want
But I can't
I guess that is why they say
"Life is unfair"
Heh

Well, a year passed and I am a year older
I better get down to serious business
Or I might be lost in the distant future

My Future Goal: Open Up A Cafe Of My Own (Hehe...)
Sub-goals: Learn necessary skills to do it, starting from now