/Monday, July 20, 2009
HandWritten on; 9:17 PM
one freaking messed up day
Today,
is seriously.....
ONE FREAKING MESSED UP DAY FOR ME!!!It starts with me.....
using my last week time table to pack my bag
then my *toot* maths mistakes
......
Haiz.....
For the whole day,
I feel soo restless.
I just feel like screaming out loud
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!Everything screwed up
From head to toe
Damn sianz
I cant even do simple things right
I must be some dumb toot
haiz...
Sometimes, I feel tired of persevering
And just want to let everything go
Am I depressed??
Am I stressed??
I doubt so.
I just dont feel good
Even wanting to put up a
smile seems to be the
hardest thing to do
Sometimes...
I feel I can't make it up to others
I can't make things right
Or put a smile on another person's face
Haiz....
I just want to have my carefree life back
When I just relax and do the things I love to do
haiz...