Love. Based on a or any dictionary, it means a special feeling one will have towards an opposite sex. But what is the true meaning of love? Is it really like what the dictionary says? Or is it much more than that?
Looking at the video and how others may see it, love is definitely much more than the declared statement in the dictionary. Love is, of course, about loving somebody. A feeling of special comfort being with somebody. Being with the person just makes you feel you are on cloud nine. You are in your own world. Nothing in the world can bring you back down except for that special someone. It is a feeling so good that no one wished to let go of it. Then again, sometimes we couldn't explain why we loved someone so much. Why he or she seems to be the most outstanding one in the crowd? No words can fully explain such a simple feeling. Maybe its just... "The imperfections in them that makes them the perfect one in your eyes"
Then again, sometimes a relationship just don't last. In simpler or layman terms, it is a break-up. An event no one wish to face at all. Not even once. The hurt one might feel will be too deep to be healed. Sometimes we even ask ourselves, "why did it turn out like this?". Then, we blame our partners. Yet, not realising that maybe the fault lies within us. Every action, there is definitely a clear explaination or reasoning for it. Like i say, no one wants a break-up, same goes for those who initiated. Maybe they felt how we might have felt.
The question is: How do we find the truths behind the break-up? Well, it is actually pretty simple. We just need to rewind back the film of our lives and press the play button again to see what has gone wrong. Even a small action like saying "are you okay?" plays a very significant role. Learning from these mistakes, we will then be able to know how jerky we might have been in the past and of course, learn from it. Well, like they say, "an ugly ducking can't turn into a bautiful swan ovrnight" Just like us, it takes time for one to turn from an all-rounder jerk to a more "proper" man or woman.
The unfortunate and unfair truth is changing doesn't mean everything will be back how it used to be. Sometimes it may but most of the times, it won't happen the way you want it. And that means, letting go even if it is the hardest thing to do.
Therefore, I come to a simple conclusion. Love is not all about the process. True love is when one is willing to let go of that special one and do whatever it takes to make them happy, even if it means leaving their life and making that heart bleed more and more by the day.
"Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves." - Henri Frederic Amiel
"if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU." - dani B
/Saturday, May 23, 2009HandWritten on; 3:30 PM
Good? Bad? Tell me about it
Well, this week has been one hell of a week Not that it is a very bad week Just that.... Too tiring?? Too "stressful in a way perhaps?? Haha Yet again, It had been quite a good week Finally, I got to learn how to play touch rugby Its almost like frisbee Only that it is much exciting And also, I made a new friend through a friend Hahaha x) I hope the upcoming days will be smashing for me Lets get the game started And the ball rolling. "Blind me", Ali Said
/HandWritten on; 3:28 PM
No Boundaries
/HandWritten on; 3:20 PM
Heartless
In the night, I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless... How could you be so heartless? Oh... How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo Just remember that you talkin' to me though You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo I mean after all the things that we've been through I mean after all the things we got into Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me So you walk around like you don't know me You got a new friend, while I got homies But in the end it's still so lonely
In the night, I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless... How could you be so heartless? Oh... How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know... I decided we weren't gon' speak so Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone Why does she be so mad at me fo' Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold I won't stop, won't mess my groove up 'Cause I already know how this thing go You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me They say that they don't see what you see in me You wait a couple months then you gon' see You'll never find nobody better than me
In the night, I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless... How could you be so heartless? Oh... How could you be so heartless?
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk Baby let's just knock it off They don't know what we been through They don't know 'bout me and you So I got something new to see And you just gon' keep hatin' me And we just gon' be enemies I know you can't believe I could just leave it wrong And you can't make it right I'm gon' take off tonight Into the night....
In the night, I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless... How could you be so heartless? Oh... How could you be so heartless?
/Monday, May 11, 2009HandWritten on; 10:54 AM
mother's day outing to west coast Just like what my title says, My family and I did go to west coast Plus my grandmum and my auntie's family
Firstly, There was a busker in front of mac. Entertaining kids with his balloon sculpturing skills The kids tailed him everywhere Hahaha Love the life of a busker Working for his love of entertaining Free and easy life
Secondly, Saw this cute boy in the crowd of children (I am not a pillofile ar) He saw me And played with his balloon sword with me Cute ar? Definitely.
Thirdly, Went by the beach Took some photos Hahaha And the apek really helped in enhancing the beauty of the image I not some cikopeh ar XD
Lastly, Took some family photo in the van Even though everyone wasn't in Including me Sadded :( Just kidding Hahaha XD
Toodles for now
/Friday, May 8, 2009HandWritten on; 11:00 PM
Pendinding Woots! Today, Izzat and I, as per normal, went to an rjc pementasan entittled pedinding. Hahaha. Honestly, I got to say the play was good And definitely funny Even when there was one moment one of the actors actually smiled Controlling his laughter on stage Due to an awkward action of another actor on him Definitely a good way to end my night
And also, RJC is damn big and nice. I soo regretted not studying for PSLE and 'O' level and also take HMTL Haiz.... Menyesal seh. Apa nak buat.... Yang dah lepas tu dah lepas... kena teruskan dengan perjalanan ini
Well, in the above pic, (cheay cheay, macam oral pulak. XD) You can see izzat, a girl in blue and of course, me! I want to introduce you to one of my bestfriend. She is Afiqah, The one that helped me with this blog Without her help, I wouldn't have existed in this blogging world X) Well, she has been my friend since primary 4 i think It goes all the way back then. Even for izzat too (I think) She is seriously good at acting. Never fail to catch her show Of course with Izzat She is definitely a great friend to have More like a bestfriend. Hope our friendship can last forever. X)
/Tuesday, May 5, 2009HandWritten on; 1:19 AM
A dream of mine
Every night, I sleep and only had one dream Just one dream The dream that I wish to achieve
The dream to be A man wearing tux Walking on a wide grassy field Where the birds whistle harmoniously Creating a tune so soothing to the ears And where the breeze relaxes the tense body
Is it really possible for me to achieve this dream? Or is it just meant to be dream worth fantacising? I really wonder...
I have lost too much to lose much more Am I still living with the past? I really wonder
