/Monday, December 21, 2009HandWritten on; 11:24 PM
Thinking about it...
Something so great Yet only some will be able to achieve it fully There is a saying that goes about "Grab an oppurtunity with both hands tightly" Yet this is an oppurtunity with a very low chance of getting Unless you are equipped With a list of calibres Once one of the criterias are not in Your chances slims down by a mile Is that why the phrase, "Life is unfair" exists? Where everyone is born without the same amount of oppurtunities in life
Itself is already a double edged sword Towards something so vulnerable Called the "heart" A person will be on top of the world feeling it But, can feel like judgement day has come when it happens otherwise
Some things are easier said than done Just like letting go and walking away with a smile Even if that is not the absolute truth
I do admit that I will never give up facing any obstacle in mind Yet, when this becomes an obstacle, All i could ever do is just give up and walk away I never dared to face it or even step forward As there are always someone out there going for it too And that person will always seem to be better in my eyes And that I dont stand a single chance
Sometimes, I feel fustrated towards myself Why am I not doing what I preach? Or is it just that I prefer to see others smile I guess the latter is a more truthful answer
Everytime I fall, I pick myself up again And realise there are many bruises that I did to myself Painful yet I continue doing it Why? Its a question I have yet to find an answer to I walk down the road of this chapter with both hands in my pockets The night sky with the beautiful stars accompanying me And the rain showering on me to hide my tears flowing A man who cant even say "I love you"
/Saturday, December 19, 2009HandWritten on; 1:01 AM
videos....videos...videos
Haha. This few days I have been watching tons of videos All are korean videos ranging from... Variety shows... Talk shows... Interviews 1 thing i learn for sure is that Every successful man started off with a sad begining Like the proverb "No pain, No gain"
This first video is about Rain talking about his mom Who was his inspiration to work very hard and eventually became a world star
Next is about Kim Jong Kook One of korean's best singers with a unique voice His inspiration is also his mum
Then there are cool dances too
I know it seems like all my videos revolve around Kim Jong Kook and Rain But I think they are inspirational Rain is even no 1 once on the Times 100 most influential people
/Tuesday, December 8, 2009HandWritten on; 5:16 PM
Ages...
Wah. It really has been ages since i updated. Haha. Well, technically have been pretty busy with life (mainly school, of course. Haha) From, schoolwork PW Korean Dramas Change to a New handphone Work Shopping for stuffs And the list goes on...
I really hope it goes on and on At least life is not as boring as sitting at home rotting I rather gain valuable experiences and lessons even if it means watching a drama If you think drama is just meant to be watched, I guess you are wrong. Haha I bet some of you might think it is insane But there are learning lessons from it Of course, I dont take out a notepad and start jotting down stuffs haha.
This year is coming to an end. It has been a fruitful one Full of stuffs From the mind to the heart Haish. Some things I want But I can't I guess that is why they say "Life is unfair" Heh
Well, a year passed and I am a year older I better get down to serious business Or I might be lost in the distant future My Future Goal: Open Up A Cafe Of My Own (Hehe...) Sub-goals: Learn necessary skills to do it, starting from now
/Monday, October 5, 2009HandWritten on; 10:45 PM
back! back! back!
Okay it has been a while since I blog. Hehe. Been pretty busy lately. Buy new stuffs. Hehe
But the best part is this...... PROMOS ARE OVER. Sorry to those who still experiencing it ALL THE BEST TO YOU! Jiayou! Haha
Been catching up on some of the movies too 2 touching movies i have watched so far is.......
HANDSOME SUIT
Are looks really that important? Are you willing to give up your usual self? Just to be handsome? Or pretty? Do you wish to be somebody else? Or just be yourself? What is the real meaning of true happiness? This movie will open your eyes to them
SCHOOL DAYS WITH A PIG
This movie tells the tale of a class. Their form teacher carried out a special project for them To take care of a pig and eat it at the end of the year It seems so simple at first But it gets more complicated as it comes to the end of the year To eat the pig or let her live Let this touching and thought-provoking masterpiece Touch your hearts and souls
/Tuesday, August 18, 2009HandWritten on; 9:07 AM
now or never Today will be the last day I... Blog... Go online... And everything else with the computer. If I want to change and score better I will have to change now It is now or never Crying over things that has happened is no use I will change
For the next 37 days or so, I promise to myself I will study harder Much harder than what i used to be This is my life Every action counts No use regretting at the end of the day If I want to do something, I will do it I wont turn back and look at my failures I will let others call me whatever they want But I will show them I am not that incompetent in any way I will sprint towards the finishing line No one will help me with my sprint Even if I fall, I will stand back This is my sprint I will succeed no matter what Godspeed The song reminds me of you The moments The memories It made me confused I want to let go But I simply cant I shout deep inside In frustration and grief But what can I do? Just smile and be happy That you are smiling? That will be the greatest lie To myself Something I have to live with
